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Life goes by fast. Not news to anyone. But the longer you live, the more you realize how important that statement is. Weeks blink by. Weekends almost feel like they never happened. Whats someone to do?

Well I've figured out what I don't want to do -- at this point in my life.

1. I don't want to forget about the people that I love. Family, friends... They are what make this life worth living.
2. I don't want to be a hermit all day. I want to get out into nature, go out into the world and explore!
3. I don't want to live to work. But I do want to be good at what I do & make a good living from it.
4. I don't want to give up things I love doing because I'm "busy." Is anyone really busy? Too busy to do what they enjoy? Isn't being busy your call? I dont want to be to "busy" to not be the artist that I am. To not continue dancing and laughing. To not miss out on my life.
5. I don't want to be mean. Being mean sucks. Im not mean that often, but when I am I feel horrible. And I'm sure the other person does too.
6. I don't want to feel so guilty all the time. Someone could blink and I'd take that as a sign that I did something wrong and feel guilty. So not fun. I hate feeling guilty for things I know I shouldnt be guilty about.

Maybe there's more that goes on this list. I am sure there is. But for now this will suffice. I am just drained at the moment of new ideas.